Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Never Enough ♥ 11:06 PM
U know I honestly dont know why people always expect more of what you can do... I mean how much can one person actually do to please someone else or are we people programmed to always want more than whats already given?? If thats the way it is then we are living in a fucked up world... I know theres someone out there who feels me real talk....
Listen to this here.....
I went to the store tonight right?? The food stamps kicked in... I was thinking to myself "Nobody here at the house has eating anything but ramen noodles in 5 days" Its midnight... I leave the house already tired from working all day standing on my feet still in my work uniform and go to Walmart... Im up there early at 11pm and took my sister with me to make sure shes got food in her crib being pregnant and all... Get in the store and start shopping get everything I need and think everyone else might want... Get to the checkout with a full basket full of food and spent approximately $182.69 just on my food alone... Then pay $175.13 on my sisters food... Walk out the store and decide that since im walking cus I dont have a whip that im gonna take this basket home with me to get my food there and just return the basket to Walmart in the morning when I get up... Had to walk down a big ass hill with a full basket of food that was heavy as hell... I mean the basket was pulling me down that hill worse than a pitbull or 80mph winds...lol.... Get it home and ask my mom to put the food up for me so I could walk my sister and her basket of food home and she got up... but with a big ass attitude.... I mean come on now... i juss walked to Walmart at 11pm at night and got a basket full of food and u mean to tell me you cant put that shit in the fridge??? Thats fucked up.... I mean real talk, that shit hurt my feelings... Was I supposed to do it all myself???
Now im sitting here still in these sweaty ass clothes tired as hell with my feet hurting to triple max and having chest pains, hungry as hell, and juss pissed off....
Why do people always expect more than you already give?? Are you supposed to keep giving and giving and giving until the giving runs out?? When is it ur time to recieve??? Im doing the best I can here, and it always seems as if Im not doing anything that is benifitting anyone... I dont understand it.... Im hurt forreal....
The End.